Tuesday, June 14, 2011

reflection on memories

Braga street - Bandung
While the memory is remaining to backward the time, there's a power who kept pulling back to straight moving on as a dream and as a hope which containing of something that we'll never understand as a Mighty power belong to God.

Something to be learn as loved we felt before and felt down so many times until it growing bigger and much bigger.
Here we're standing in front of time full of fear and doubt of many thing forward.

The time is not getting faster or slower it always continues even move second by second it it keep moving like we never be able to understand why the time couldn't stop. but that was not a real question right?

Listen the sky which falling through the rain. is it ever complain when the sky getting dark and the light is moved from where it belong and the atmosphere become wet like a crying sky? no... it never complain because time is only moving forward and by that we're forgetting the bad memory inside and make a new page of life within the same book we got.

Asia afrika street - Bandung

Some people said yesterday are sorrow and tomorrow are dream so why we can't be this day? why we can't be this minutes who continue our life as the time ticking?. Isn't an understanding thing to life but how we through the best life we walked ever.

Not to become a superman or supergirl in our days but more to become a human with an essential to love and loving also loved. Being an ordinary man with all decision we made in our life without regret something.

To become a zero point of someday in our life is difficult, it could be a dream or memory that we couldn't forget about it. it maybe cause of love, life or something hurt even something that make us happy about it. but our life is not containing one or two days which flowing from sunday to sunday. It not like a seasonal wind which blew from north to south or east to west but it stabilize on a time that we never be to change it.

We're forgetting our self to become somebody else or we're forgetting some one else to make our self as a priority, We able to love but we're forgetting to be loved, We're able to judge people but we never want to make a communication to fix the judge. so what we are? an human essential or only a shade of being human and enjoy to become a human being?

Asia afrika street - Bandung

We're often to un-recognize our self when we're facing a blind love who beat the mind and make everything seems under control, in fact we're spoiling thing from inside and become a huge damages of our self.
We're become a robot who walked because of an order and a program which told us not to stop and continue our life faster than time or slower than time. it slowly become hate inside our self and a shoes to runaway from the fact that we're too afraid to facing this life.

Braga Street - Bandung
 
We're attend for win and glory, a prestige who teach us become a selfish human being without seen every bodies surround us. We didn't made a rule by our self instead our civilization made that rule.

How you look into your self when you seen your self as a damages thing and it getting die someday?
Don't turn back to see your behind, just felt what you have done as a memory to keeping you as a struggling creature to fight the world.

Then you become a fragile thing, you felt as victim of this world. You feel everybody is trying to hurt you. but did you ever look your self inside? what did you do until this all happen to you? I bet you wouldn't...

Yes that fragile we're like a tears which drop at the evening sun, how weak we're and how coward we're to admit that we're nothing in front of God. we're arrogant and superior in this world to has own love to belonging something that we're attend to, no matter what. everybody is killing others to collect all he want. and those time which will make us to dig our memory of what we are and who we are.

Merdeka's Building Asia Afrika street - Bandung

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