Fashion is my prime killing

"Don't judge the book by it's cover"

I love to wearing sandal and shorts wherever I go and I will say it is about comfort zone of my life, do they ever care? yes certainly they care about it! do I care? No!!. Why need to?  Why should they care? is it something to blamed? also it not about they are judgement but it is the matter how eyes could see. 

Car sales maybe won't offered you to buy a car if you're wearing sandals, shorts and ordinary tshirt that probably it already three years  age, they didn't care how much money do you have in the pocket if you're wearing those thing but they will offer you a  car when you wear a branded clothes, they will say you're a potential buyer and in one second they will think you are a rich guy. FACT!.  is it important? some will said yes it is important, see how many magazine or TV show that tought us what to wear and what you should wear but some are doesn't, me is the one who didn't care about it at all.

When you need a job then get some interview, the panelis will see what you're wearing, they didn't give a damn thing even you're able to answered all their questions or how high is your IQ grade! pathetic isn't???

When you crossed down at the shopping center with someone who is branded wear than you, then perhaps they will assume that you're just a driver or a maid who companize his master!. C'mon dude!! that was too rude!!

I've been into those conditions even worst when I'm entered a cafe they won't respect you as other people who wearing good suits, they think will not get a tips from people who wearing sandals and shorts. Then when you met a girl, she asked you for blackberry pin and you didn't have it. This trend and fashion is killing me! but do I care? No!

Old fashion is fun!  people are excited how technology is helping them, and I'd agree about that but then what's happen? they depend on it!  It seems like speak are no longer necessary as long they can send a text message through their gadget. In certain conditions yes we need it but not in whole aspect of life. I'd seen a family in a restaurant where the father, mother and their two children was playing their gadget without speak each other, is it a choice? yes their choose to be in it and should I blame? no!  when I wear sandal to a hotel it doesn't mean that I'm a man without attitude, I' wear it because I'm comfortable with it!

Some physchologist said that a man's character can be seen by how their dresses and I will said it was a bullshit!!  it was a value that given by others but not define ourself. If their respect someone who has good suits, okay it was their decission but for me it just an eye which blinking in one second for the next who knows.

Some people said we must follow the trend, but what kind of trend we should follow? it was not about how they look or they can simply undsrestimated people by their dresses or the way he looks. It is matter about understanding what trend or technology and even fashion that we need to involve on it.

So I will say, no matter how expenssive is your coffee but if you can't enjoy it then it is only a small value of yours, get to know your self is understanding what you really need in life, even it has come from cheap coffee or ordinary shirt that you wear.

This life is simple!  and peoples are made it hard by their way of thinking.  

Entahlah

Kau tahu saat tertentu saat aku sedang menunggumu, kurasakan bahwa aku adalah satu-satunya yang merasa kesepian dikota yang sangat besar ini, berdiri dengan kedua kaki ini dan berat melangkah menuju kedepan walaupun aku jatuh terjengkang kebelakang ketika aku mencoba dan mencobanya, tapi aku yakin ini semua bukan alasan yang tepat ketika kau datang dengan cinta dan pergi membawa luka borok yang penuh dengan penyakit-penyakit pengaruh omong kosong. Aku masih disini berdiri tetap pada kakiku dan melangkah walupun kini aku jatuh lagi dan tersungkur kedepan, aku tidak mendewakan apa-apa, hanya Tuhan yang menolongku dengan lingkungan baru yang kukenal dengan seseorang yang benar-benar baru dan aku tak pernah tahu apa yang akan terjadi lagi nanti. 

Aku sendiri dan sendiri mencari tenang dalam bayang-bayang yang hampir saja sirna untuk kesekian kali, bersanding dalam kegelapan jiwaku menerangi pelita yang aku belum bisa melihatnya dengan mata batinku. Dan aku berjalan dalam roda setengah langkah yang kuberanikan untuk sekali lagi bahwa aku masih berdiri mengemban tanggung jawabku sebagai manusia yang bertahan dan melawan getir dalam kepalaku. Sebuah tempat yang sangat kurindukan dan aku sendiri tak pernah tahu apakah memang ada sebuah tempat yang bernama tenang itu. Dari bentuk persahabatan, cita dan cinta yang hadir sebagai sebuah rasa dalam kehidupan ini, yang selalu ingin ku tanyakan dalam masa-masa transisi perubahan dunia dimana norma kesopanan sudah semakin pudar dan norma-norma kebaikan sudah terlupakan berganti rezim kapitalisasi yang membutakan, semua itu tak ada artinya sama sekali!! Kemana perginya masa lalu yang begitu indah dan dipenuhi dengan semerbak harum bunga kebersamaan dan rasa saling percaya yang selama ini aku yakini inilah bentuk dunia yang seharusnya terjadi bukan hanya gumpalan kosong berisi materi-materi yang membudakan jiwa-jiwa manusia. Tak ada lagi halnya seperti sebuah perpisahan yang berangsur-angsur terlupakan dan hilang begitu saja, ya…. Memang telah terjadi sebuah bentuk pembantaian nilai-nilai yang sama sekali tak ada artinya dibandingkan dengan tuntutan-tuntutan semu yang hadir dikehidupan ini, dan sungguh sangat mengibakan ketika pikiran-pikiran ini telah hancur oleh kontaminasi jaman dan melupakan sesuatu yang mungkin dapat menyelamatkan kita dari KEHANCURAN!!!!! 

Pandangan aku tidak kabur sama sekali yang kulihat adalah suatu yang nyata, sebuah pengkhianatan sistem yang masuk dalam dilemma keseharianku, dan tetap sadar bahwa aku masih tetap aku dan kulakukan apa yang harus aku akui. Bukan karena persahabatan yang tak mungkin saja hilang ataupun cinta yang bertepuk sebelah tangan tapi lebih pada suatu kepentingan hidup sebagai manusia yang merasa hidup bersosial dan semua tentunya tak akan begitu saja pudar atau larut dalam buaian tuntutan jaman, semua ada awal dan akhir tapi akhir itu bukan segalanya yang membuat aku jatuh dan tersungkur kemudian bangun dan kembali dijatuhkan. Pada akhirnya aku tetap seorang diri menjadi sesuatu yang hampir pudar dalam ingatan dan tercampakan eksistensinya dalam gelap malam yang semakin tak terasa gelapnya oleh canggihnya perkembangan jaman ini, walaupun hal ini dan hal itu tak bisa kuterima, lalu apa yang harus aku lakukan demi masa yang tenang itu. 

Sahabat seandainya engkau masih mendengarkanku, tentu kau tak akan dapat larut dalam cerita ini karena kau bukan aku yang mempunyai jalan penuh cabang dan aku bingung menentukannya. Engkau juga mungkin tahu aku hanyalah sebuah kata sifat yang kaupun enggan melafalkannya, dalam hati ini masih kusimpan berjuta kata yang kita pernah bangun bersama dan jatuh bersama, tapi tidak saat ini.. kau sudah menjelma menjadi cinta yang pekat dan kau menjadi alamku, alam yang tidak pernah kuinginkan sama sekali. Bahkan kau telah menghitamkan sebagian duniaku yang merupakan sisa-sisa dari bentuk perjuanganku yang kini telah berubah menjadi kedengkian yang terus menerus menghantuiku… sungguhpun aku ingin merubah semua itu mejadi bentuk semula yang tak pernah kutahu wujudnya seperti apa. 

Pada saat-saat tertentu kau datang mengikiskan beberapa derita yang ku alami dan membuatku tegar berdiri dan aku merasa mempunyai sesuatu yang sangat berarti yaitu persahabatan, dan iya…. Kita sudah menjalaninya beberapa tahun kebelakang sampai pada saat manusia ini membutuhkan sesuatu yang lebih dari sekedar itu, sedikit demi sedikit kau menghilang dan meleburkan diri bersama kenangan yang pernah kita buat bersama. Apakah aku ini hanyalah seseorang dengan sosok yang begitu egois dan idealis sehingga semua itu tak bisa kurubah pada saat aku merasa bisa mejadi seorang perubah yang pada akhirnya aku terbang dan tenggelam. Semua itu banyak artinya sahabat, saudara-saudaraku dan itulah yang akan menumbuhkembangkan ku mejadi sebuah pikiran yang datang dan menampilkan beberapa keputusan yang aku buat sendiri sebagai orang yang bebas dan merdeka dan keyakinan akan keputusan inilah yang juga akan membangunkan ku kembali dalam pembalasan dendamku terhadap doktrinasi mental yang kuterima sebagai ajaran-ajaran yang semu. 

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Tidak bahkan juga kau cinta yang datang pada saat gelap dan pergi saat terang, kau hanyutkan berbagai macam ramuan yang dapat membawa aku terbang tinggi untuk kemudian kau jatuhkan, kau berikanku setengah jiwamu yang kosong dan setengah lagi bersiap untuk mengambilnya kembali. Aku berjalan bukan tanpa iringan-iringan melainkan semua kehampaan adalah bentuk penjelmaan yang harus kau telaah lebih lanjut lagi.. sayang kau pergi terlalu cepat sehingga kau belum juga akan mengerti bahwa jiwa raga ini telah kuabdikan hampir sepenuhnya untuk cinta yang aku coba rasakan dan rasakan lagi. 

Aku juga kemudian teringat satu dan dua hal yang sejenak pernah membekukan aku dalam sebuah ketidakberdayaan yang terlalu panjang untuk dilalui dan aku pernah mencoba untuk berontak namun semuanya hanya sebuah angin lalu yang begitu cepat datang dan pergi, apakah memang aku terlalu memujamu wahai mahluk Tuhan yang telah menaklukan singa-singa hatiku dan telah memberikan aku sebuah pukulan yang jelas sangat dahsyat untuk ukuran sebagai manusia yang merasa punya hati dan rasa, kau terlalu kuat sayangku. Kau begitu hebat dalam duniamu yang sebenarnya aku tidak bisa gapai selama ini, dunia kapital pemuja benda yang bernama uang. Tapi aku akui itu memang yang berlaku diduniamu dan tak seorangpun yang bisa mencegah semua itu, aku sangat mengerti sayang… tenang aku tak pernah punya rasa dendam, jadi jangan takut terhadap aku yang sudah semakin rentan terhadap dilema yang terus menyudutkan aku pada sisi yang lemah dan tak bertepi ini. Aku akan selalu menjadi laki-laki bagimu karena itulah kodratku dan kulakukan apa yang harus aku lakukan dan aku juga bisa meminta seperti banyak orang lakukan kepada Tuhannya. Aku akan tetap berdiri dan menelan semua sakitku sendiri yang kini sudah menjadi rutinitasku pada bulan-bulan setelah kau hilang dan terbang menuju dunia yang kau anggap sebagai duniamu yang bagiku tak lain hanya sebuah dunia kotor penuh dengan keegoisan dan keangkuhan semata!! 

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Yang pada akhirnya cambukan ini begitu sangat berarti dan membuatku bingung dalam sekejap mata dan bertahan dalam cawan kosong setelah kau tumpahkan isinya.

Distorsi

Aku adalah sebuah karangan cerita pada waktu yang tak pernah ada dan membawaku pada sebuah dilema yang sebenarnya patut ku syukuri sebagai anugrah terindah yang pernah ku dapat, dan bayangan ini yang masih menemaniku setia dalam mimpi-mimpi yang tak pernah sedikitpun absen dalam kepalaku. Terkadang cerita ini membawaku terbang pada suatu tempat yang tak pernah terpikirkan olehku untuk berada disana, lalu akupun dengan mudah terlena sehingga akupun tersungkur menuju kedalaman tak bertepi sehingga alam inilah yang menyadarkan aku untuk tetap berdiri dan menggapai-gapai tepian yang belum sampai pada saat ini. Cerita ini pula terkadang memaksaku untuk banyak membuat sebuah bayangan keindahan yang aku tak bisa menemuinya sehingga yang ada kian semu dan tak bercorak karena semua warna telah pudar oleh sebuah tuntutan kosong yang tak sedikitpun berangsur punah pada masa-masa itu. 

Luka ini menyisakan banyak kenangan yang sedikit demi sedikit berkumpul dan menjadi boomerang untuk memukulku kembali dan kembali sampai aku merasa mati, tapi aku sendiri tak ingin merasa seperti ini, aku melawan dan melawan getirku sendiri yang berubah menjadi kesakitan aku sendiri, lalu aku harus mengadu kemana lagi… setelah sesuatu yang aku mengerti sekali bahwa hal inilah yang akan menjadi satu bagian hidupku hilang begitu saja tanpa cerita dan penghargaan yang aku seharusnya menerima sebagai medali dihatiku yang akan kubawa menjelang akhir-akhir hidupku dan akan menjadi sebuah cerita tanpa akhir. Aku akan tetap menjadi seorang penyendiri yang kepalanya berisi sesuatu tentang kekosongan dan kehampaan, saat aku luka dan terbaring lemah tak berdaya dalam imagiku yang kian menyudutkanku pada sebuah tirani duniawi yang berkepul dipenuhi materi-materi yang menyesakan kedua belah otakku, aku tak mampu menahan semua getir itu yang ada hanya berkaca pada cerminan diri bahwa aku telah hidup didunia yang berbeda pada saat bersamaan aku berusaha berjuang hidup dalam duniaku yang penuh dengan noda hitam dan berusaha untuk menghapusnya… pergelutan jiwa inilah yang kemudian membawa nada dalam batinku untuk tetap pada hidupku sehingga tak ada lagi kabut hitam tebal bernama materi disekelilingku. Aku membangun sesuatu yang nampak seperti ada artinya ketika kesusahan hidup itu makin terasa artinya ketika ku mulai dapat melewatinya satu-persatu dan tak sedikit pula aku terpental jauh oleh kekuatan yang begitu dahsyat sehingga apa yang telah berusaha kubangun luluh berantakan dan kudirikan kembali dengan hanya menapak pada keyakinan pada diriku sendiri. 

Aku pernah menyangka bahwa dewi penyelamat telah hadir untuk membangunkan aku dari mimpi buruk yang selama ini meggerogotiku tapi aku tersadar sendiri bahwa semua ini adalah sebuah kebohongan belaka dan mencelakakan aku dari tiap perlakuan yang kudapat dari sebuah arti persahabatan dan cinta. Bahwa dari semua hal yang membuat aku kuat dan semakin kuat aku semkain lemah pada dunia yang aku sedang berdiri diatasnya, aku terinjak oleh dewi penyelamatku sendiri dan sekaligus menkoyakkan semua yang ada pada diriku dan menghilangkannya beserta semua lapisan kekuatan yang ada pada diriku, kemudian mendatangkan kembali derita dan rasa sedih yang pernah aku alami sebagai manusia yang penuh dengan ketidak berdayaan.. ternyata itu semua hanya gambaran hidup yang membuat hidup ini begitu banyak warna, walaupun warna tersebut sudah tidak layak menjadi warna karena kekelamannya dan pekatnya. 

Pergilah kau… 

Enyahlah dari pandanganku wahai saudara-saudara yang pernah semati denganku, semua itu tak ada berarti ketika rasa itu larut dalam buaian omong kosong yang tanpa kau tak pernah mau tahu apa itu… aku sudah terdesak dengan dilemma cinta yang hampir membuatku gila. 

Aku telah jatuh sakit dan berusaha berdiri lagi setelah goresan arang memanjang sekujur tubuhku dan tak nampak sama sekali karena aku sendiri hanya bisa menerima dan menerima seperti yang sudah lama kulakukan untuk kelangsungan hidupmu dan dongeng-dongeng dalam kegelapan, wahai sahabat!! Mungkin suatu saat akan datang sebagai mimpi yang baik dan buruknya kau sendiri yang menentukan dan pandanganmu terhadap hidup yang semakin dekat dengan batang hidungku, dan aku akan masih berdiri disini menyaksikan semua itu dengan rasa haru bahwa hidup ini yang akan mematikan kita. Saat yang kau tak akan mengerti wahai jiwa-jiwa ikatan yang telah kujalin dan kusambung dalam lingkaran batin dan membelenggu kata hatiku selama ini, aku akan bangun dan membawamu dan menunjukan sesuatu yang tak pernah kau lihat dari sekedar kapitalisasi dunia yang kau agung-agungkan sebagai pembawa cerita melintasi alam kelam yang kita pernah lewati bersama… maaf sekali lagi itu bukan kebersamaan yang kita pernah ucapkan. 

Kata ini bukan datang untuk menghina sebuah pernyataan seorang dan seseorang, karena aku sadar bahwa aku tetap bukan apa-apa bagi dunia yang besar ini, aku masih dalam keyakinanku yang melangkah dalam kegelapan dan membutakan seluruh alam jagad raya ini sehingga yang nampak hanya kemunafikan dan keangkuhan semata. 

Tuhan, apakah memang sangat susah untuk menemukan keikhlasan dalam diri yang menerima semua ini dengan bentuk-bentuk yang tak lagi berbayang dan yang nampak hanya ketakutan. Ketika semua ini kuterima dengan kedua tangan terbuka berbagai cacian dan makian bahkan tebaran benih-benih kebencian sudah menghadang jalanku aku masih tidak bisa menerimanya setelah sekian lama saudara-saudaraku yang aku pernah bertaut dengannya kini berganti dengan kata-kata pedas pembawa dewa perang yang aku tak harapkan. Aku sendiri tahu aku buta dan tak dapat melihat tapi kedua mata ini cukup merasakan pedihnya pandangan kabur ini yang aku skeptis terhadapnya, aku bukan hanya orang aneh… aku hanya manusia yang sekali lagi hanya bisa mencintai tapi tak dapat kau cintai wahai saudara-saudaraku. Biarkan aku hilang!! 

Where are The Cartoons Goes?

Where is Popeye when I need help? Is he become a spinach farmer now realizing that spinach was good for his power and stopped for being sailor. Is he married Olive the skinny girl and become old? living in a village and when new years come his grandson will come to visit him. I wander how is he now? Is he still made a war with Brutus the fat guy who always disturbing him and tried to get Olive from Popeye's side?

Is he become an entrepreneur and developing a supermarket which inside he only sold spinach as a product and a has a trade mark which is represent his character as Popeye the sailor man is "It's good to take a vegetables". or even he's gone to someplace where now he's buying spinach from other country because his country now having a monetary crisis and the soil also couldn't planted due to nuclear war?

about Popeye :

[Popeye was created by Elzie Segar a cartoonist who wrote the strip Thimble Theatre in the late teens and early twenties. This strip originally had the characters of Olive Oyl, Ham Gravy (Olive's first boyfriend), Cole and Nana Oyl (Olive's parents) and Castor Oyl. On January 17, 1929, Popeye made his first appearance in the strip. His first words, a reply to the question, "Are you a sailor?" ; were "Ja think I'm a cowboy!" Needless to say, Popeye went on to be the most popular character in the strip and one of the greatest comic characters ever. In the thirties, the Fleischer Brothers (who created Betty Boop) introduced Popeye as a character in Popeye the Sailor Long after (alas) Betty was forgotten the Sailor stayed in our public consciousness.

To find out more about Popeye, read the book by Bud Sagendorf on the occasion of Popeye's 50th birthday.

Recently a new family of genes was discovered (Andr�e et al., Dev Biol 223, p. 371-382) which was named after Popeye; so after almost 75 years Popeye is still at the frontline of modern life!

http://www.math.pitt.edu/~bard/bardware/popeye/popeye.html]

Where are The Batman when we need savior? is he already retired from his job saving Gotham city or even Gotham city was never exist in this earth? Is he become fat now and his suit is no longer match with his body size? Which girl did he married? or he never married because there's no Bat boy or Batman Junior in this present, I meant in a cartoon surely the film now still rolling but I'm preferred the cartoon because it can assume a lot and when I was a child, I'd always questioning how does a paper or a picture is able to moved like the cartoons does.

And how is Robin doing now? Is he the finder of angry bird game? or even now he's trying to make the same game like "Robin the angry bird?" but it failed because there is similar game. How sad is he? Did you remembered his costumes? Green colored with red colored suit and underwear? Old school right? When I was 10 years old, I bet that he was about 20 years old and now when I got my 30 years old then he was 40, and it is not too old for a hero. I think he was still able to ride his motorcycle through 200 mile per hours and kicking criminal asses. But where is Batman? where is Robin? or the hottest one where is cat woman or poison eve?

About Batman and Robin

[Batman: The Animated Series is an American animated series based on the DC Comics character Batman. The series featured an ensemble cast of many voice-actors including Kevin Conroy,Mark Hamill, Efrem Zimbalist, Jr., Arleen Sorkin, and Loren Lester. The series won four Emmy Awards and was nominated for six others.[3] Batman: The Animated Series, which is noted for its thematic complexity, darkness, and high artistic quality, has been praised by critics and fans alike as one of the most faithful adaptations of the character.[4][5] IGN has called the series the best adaptation of Batman anywhere outside of comics,[1] the best comic book cartoon of all time,[5] and the second best animated series of all time.[6]

It was produced by Warner Bros. Animation.[7] The visual style of the series, dubbed "Dark Deco," is based on the artwork of producer and artist Bruce Timm.[8] The series originally aired on theFox Network from September 5, 1992 to September 15, 1995.[2] When the first season of the series aired on weekday afternoons, it lacked an on-screen title,[9] but when its timeslot was moved to weekends during its second season, it was given the on-screen title The Adventures of Batman & Robin.[10] The series was the first in the continuity of the shared DC Animated Universe, and spawned the theatrical film Batman: Mask of the Phantasm (1993). Reruns of Batman: The Animated Series currently air on The Hub

From wikipedia : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Batman:_The_Animated_Series]

"By the power of light, I'm become strong", did you remembered He-Man and his mighty sword which when he want to change his tiger he ask for the light power then pointed to his coward tiger and suddenly it become a big tiger to ride. His blond funny hair? He-Man is Is he a man? or He is the man? Oh God this is made me confused!

enough with He-Man, How bout Silver hawk? Inter galaxy? and when The film ended there's always a knowledge about inter space which we can took as a lessons. 

Speed racer? Gigantor? Mickey mouse? Donal duck? and the rich Donal's uncle, Gober? And how bout Winnie The pooh? The philosophy inside of the movie, how pattient are Winnie to face his friend? The tigres, donkey etc. and How bout Transformers? Who didn't know Optimus prime? The leader of autobots, even the film now is became more real but I'm still preferred with the cartoon version. It is a symbol of a childhood on 80's and 90's. 

Sunday is a gift for us where we can stand for hours and waited for cartoons along days. That moment was only thing I could remembered as my childhood.

Summary

#0

Do you know your self?

#1

The sky was never burn but it reflect from the sun so the sky has orange color at the evening when the earth was rotating left the sun. 

The earth who left the Sun not The sun who left us. 

#2

The sky doesn't have a color but when there's no cloud upon the sky it has a blue color, The sea reflected from the ocean to the atmospheres 

#3

Mirror was reflecting your performance

#4

Mirror also can tell a lie where you can reflected as far as you can or as near as it possible

#5

The theory was you're standing on your own body structure where completely and perfectly created by God to make a moves, see our fingers works!

#6

What is your heart content?

#7

To be our self

#8

To loving

#9

The existence of our self

#10

We are as we are but we are also something that need to find by our self, so where we are

#11

What is your plan is it gonna be today as today I walked down the floor and entered the main gate and said "I don't know where I am now"

#12

They judge

#13

There are times when a value is required and there is always one to be sacrificed unless you can divide and be in two places at once

#14

When you decide one of them it will become an irreplaceable value when you don't regret it

#15

We can't be two people at the same time and this exactly what demands understanding from others to provide value

#16

While those who could understand maybe just a percentage from hundreds because I'm sure everyone wants to be a top priority

#17

Sometimes we think we've the wrong decision while we need only believe that God always provides the best path

#18

We only need to be grateful, sincere, patient and try to make the best of any consequences

#19

Regardless of the value given by others as long the value that you go round on a positive value for your futures

#20

Maybe you will feel shunned and marginalized while they never know your business

#21

Don't feel weak because all forms of power, dreams come from confidence and a healthy soul and the most important thing is prayer

#22

Prayer that strengthens self, surrendering and pleading sincerity of the Lord of the universe

#23

Ask your self what have you done until you finally get it, then reflect and say that you were able to get through this all

#24

Start to be a leader for your self whom capable to controlling the minds and hearts so then you'll know your self

#25

Remain standing and stepping on the limits of human norms. That do not harm others and restrict ourselves, we actually also need limits

#26

Constraints which we call religion and culture, The most important is we're conscious of ourselves and able to put ourselves at the right place

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Philophobia

Are we need to fall to get in love? Should us get drown and hit the road while Love it self is a wonderful thing that create happiness which covered the sadness? Are we afraid of Love? or afraid to hit the ground? What the love it self without falling? Should we should fall to get love? Is it need to fall to get love? SO WHAT IS THE FALLING IT SELF?

When two people fall in love with one another, the world becomes a beautiful place no matter what else goes on. This sense of euphoria? happiness? or good feeling that appear from heart that came from undefined feeling from a man who loves woman or the opposite. This is one of the most pleasurable parts of establishing an emotional relationship with someone. It's look like the world is stopped spinning just to understand what you felt that time.

Time is continuing where love will always be love. but don't know what we will face in front, some people forget their life and just feel love. IS IT GOING TO FALL? 

This wonderful prospect becomes tragic when someone who love is start to left us and no more care about us, love become unbalance where there is no double side which loving or beloved, we just loving someone without get the opposite. What will happens next? HEARTACHE? TRAUMA? OR THE WORST THEN PHILOPHOBIA "a fear of love".

Love which can caused fall, love which can cause heartache and love which can cause heart damage! but LOVE ACTUALLY ISN'T WRONG AND EVEN A MISTAKES OF A FEELING!

The thing that make a mistakes is FALL, why should we need to fall and adding word FALL in LOVE??

What causes such a disturbing mental condition? For some people, being in the throes of love means losing control of their emotions, something that terrifies them. In this instance, romantic love makes it impossible for them to maintain their emotional control, because their well-being relies on the responses of their partners.

Philophobia certainly ranks as one of the most unusual phobic conditions. Most people can understand when a person fears snakes or spiders, which pose an actual bodily threat. There's also sympathy for people who fear heights (acrophobia), crowds (agoraphobia) or enclosed spaces (claustrophobia). In each of those cases, people can relate somewhat to the negative emotions and physical sensations that can result. It's easier to understand how a natural caution against bodily harm can develop into a more lasting and unreasonable mental condition.

but However any there's a cure in every phobia where phobia it self is just a fear of something. Love is natural feeling that everyone have it, where you don't need to find inside your self, is it a love feeling or not, it already set up in our heart even some symbol shows that a heart is symbol of love it self. so my opinion that if someone have a disease called philophobia then it a BULL SHIT!! one thing that made us fear is the falling but not the love!

Have you ever seen through a mirror, where it can reflect your self as performance but not inside of you? TAKE SOME TIMES AND SEE WITHIN YOUR SELF? How arrogant are you in front the mirror? How bad looking are you? or how VISIONARY are you? 

Talk to you! Describe what is your will or what is you want? as human whom had perfectly body structure to do anything and what is the heart function, it amaze! 

LOVE is not equal with FALL and also the opposite FALL is not LOVE! it absolute on words and it absolute on the define of each word or feeling, FALL that made hurt and LOVE that made happy. 

Source : http://philophobia.info/philophobia-causes/ 

Simplicity

In life often we're become human which thought that their life was full of sorrow, all the process that passing through is nothing than the pain. About love, family, career etc which then dragging us into a world of blue.

Agony sometimes become hurible where actually it not just influence to your self but it also become matters to your environment. many philoshopers think that human essence was about asking about the present of human it self and it was a direct line between human and God who belong this universe. Human are exist because there is The Creator, then it become a straight vertical line between human being and God. 

But as we lived in the civilization we are also have connected to the other human fellow as the horizontal line which also we called life among the human.  We are never be able to stand alone, in several thing we always need others to do the things that we are not afford to do that. Human connection also about human needs for something that we also can't describe it as the love which no perfect words to define it. 

What are we? and are we recognized our self to know our ability and our strength in facing this world? or might be we just played a game where we live for nothing and spent all the time just being alive, breathe normally, eat and then died?

No...!

We are given mind to choose and make an option about things that we face in front of our path. If there is a past which brought our self in then it is not an option but a disease where actually we're burried our self inside the box called agony. Who created the past? and I would answer is us who made the past.  There is no measure about how hard our past is but as human it also built our characters for the next future. A child which often torched by his parents then as he grown up he will become something that full of traumatic person or even he become someone which full of hate and revenges. 

About the love.

In many case someone couldn't forget their past because of drama that he got was too sweet to forget or was too hurible to forget, someone left us, someone is cheating on us etc. so what we should do?

Asking to your self? 

Are you a perfect person or indeed you're full of lessness that need others to fill your shortcoming? might you're often heard a sentence that no body is perfect, and indeed none of us is perfect in thought, attitude and all the thing we do. but did you ever realized that perfectness is belong to God where God create us perfectly as human body structure? watch how our arms work, watch our eyes where we seen thing then asume something and even blind man is given something that normal person can't do. God is fair in everything.

What we need to walk?

Are you knowing your purpose in life? are you set your goals and made a master plan of it? or actually you are dying because agony has fill you up with sorrow and your life never moved on, in other word you are standing static without doing anything, so what makes any different between you and the animal who doesn't have mind for think?  for as you know even an animal need a struggle to get their foods and also it need others to communicate then have a baby from it. 

It is not only about thing that we are trying to catch but also mind that animal doesn't have it. It's also about life that goes on where always following the ticking time, it never stopped or backward, it always move forward and we are under it, never race with it and never run with it, we just walked with it. Indeed we have past that following us but our future also still in front of us and we never know what we are going to deal or face.

Wake up!!

There is no such agony if we're knowing our self and our essence of life. Those are just a process of catching the goal where we run for it. It is about how we look at life and how we loving and how we are fighting and struggling for our life. but even so we're also not a selfishtic person who cares for him self it also adapted on society where everyone make a judgement on you. Loved by other, hated by others and manything that actually difficult for us to think but it was very simple if we're focus on our purpose or life.

Life is that simple right?

Jeda

Manusia yang me-manusiakan diri?

Melupakan cinta dan menjadi manusia dengan hati tanpa rasa?

Melangkah saja tanpa perlu berlari?

atau justru mencari sebuah nilai yang akan didapat dari lingkungan tempatmu berdiri dan melupakan sejenak essensi serta menjadi seseorang yang pura-pura kuat berdiri sedangkan tubuhmu rapuh menopang struktur tubuhmu.

Pilihan?

Pencarian?

Atau hanya sebuah kenikmatan hidup yang sementara proses yang dijalani beserta semua konsekuensinya dalam pilihan hidup. Sebagai pencerita dan dongeng yang terlukis tembok itu sudah penuh tanpa jeda, sedangkan pemikiran adalah hanya sebuah pemikiran di dalam pikiran.

Nilai?

Pencapaian?

Pengenalan diri?

Atau hanya kerancuan saja dimana kau selalu berada ditengah tanpa tahu kamu berada dimana ataupun hanya diam saja.

Diam?

Bicara?

Tak ada rasa sakit ataupun jeda hati seperti benteng yang tercipta untuk mengurung kata cinta ataupun segenggam hidup yang sudah diyakini.

Respond (Visi - on) bility

What you need to become a man in the real life? Mature on age? Smart enough to made final decision or You just walking along the time and realize that this environment who made you?!.

Path of life in every man are different certainly as the line that has been stretch from the birth line to the dead line. there are fate and destiny which following us, many process that we should pass it through since our first cry and breathe the air.

A baby was born,  new creature lived and starting his own journey to the future, cried, eat, first time spelled words, first step of walked, smile then mad also hate. Love and tender of our parent and every body love us that time, no thought of life or what is going to happen with the future or even what should we eat the next days. We just didn't care about the thing  as we known as true life in the adult world. 

The connection more wide when we grown up, we're entering the second phrase of life, being a child where the world was a place for us to play and made thing in our life become colorful as we want, This connection and fellowship of human being already started when we knew what is friend and what is enemy in our games we played. Some kids are passed this phrase become of family matter or economic matter so they never had time to play. 

Being normal kids was good! (The first sentences)

Every kids was singing and went to the elementary school together, rode a bicycle and laugh after time. All we need is just be a good boy where we never asked and always made our parent happy so there always a smooth ways in front of us. while some kids didn't, he never had a friend because every friend he met always make a fun on him, He doesn't have parents who stayed with him where he can proud of in front of his friend. 

All childhood was taken inside of the sorrow where the song was about normal life in dream and unknown tender, psychologically this kid was broke a part.

The third Phrase of being man is teenager, where we found first love and started to feel heartache. We started to know how it feel to love, hate because of love and all the thing that influence our thought about loving and a way to find what is really love.

Being normal teenager also good (The second sentence)

The next level was we're grew up as an adult who lived from the past and starring the future, we're became mature because of our environtment and never asking about the time. This level has developt many asumption and vision about love and life, you're standing in between where in front of you life has seems. being in one family that you're developt and being hurt because of your past is following you. About first love, about thing that made you hurt, family matter and everything that actually colorful but what you seen then is only grey area. Doubt, fear of decission, resistance of consequences and many thing that become measure for the next step.

You found out as man that holding responsibility on your shoulder that you're carried out wherever you go. You're become young backbone of your environment where you're responsible for your friend, for your family and the absolute is responsible for time.

Time is absolute where we will not able to stopped it or forward it as we wished in every human dream or as seen on television. we're dreaming to be someone who can crossing the time where we able to know our future and fixed our past but then, NO MORE QUESTION ABOUT LIFE? so where's the good thing of this?.

What made you? visionary, a fighter, or just an empty space that you're never grown up anyway? as a man, what would you think as a respond? to your vision and any ability that you able to take but you never had enough courage to made it become a fate.

What are we? is it being extra ordinary was better than  to be normal (the last sentence)

another BIG QUESTION????

[jazz]-ism

"What really you have painted inside my brain so I was becoming something that fully black and white colored mind of a thing?"

If you heard about jazz, what do you think of?

I can't find in any meaning of jazz it self instead jazz at the first time that is in the middle of 1860 it wrote on Historical Dictionary of American Slang, as not common language with former form is jasm/jism which also mean semen or sperm but it also can be described as spirit or energy.

Jazz has long story from the it beginning from the age of 1800 and it ain't over and still loved until now. Why it become an interest discussion about this jazz, a musician or a singer might be not needed to understand this they are just sing and call it as their life but for some people who only know how to listen and enjoying music this ask is worth to asking more and more. Actually a definition is not necessary but how we could possible to understand the music in a simple way without think as we the difficulty of the meaning of life, it has so many question without any answers and it SUCKS!! How come a question without an answer!, but then it also become not important if we're comparing with other thing that we met in our life WITHOUT ASKING IT. The same as jazz where the music is to be enjoyed, the meaning and what message inside.

If you think complexity of music then you will heard jazz is one of them, but then what actually jazz is? but not as etymology as the jazz word, but what is the complexity and the difficulty of it?

If we're loving music universally then try to hear any kind of music one by one, started from traditional music then modern music like rock, pop, rhythm and blues etc then for the final listen to jazz, what makes different? I would say there are no difference between of all kind but what makes different is about someone TASTE and how they are looking in life, and as we know there are a billion people who lives in this earth with their own brain and free to decide what music they are like! AMAZE!!

So indeed music it self is universal as other language to communicate, a media to enjoy life and influence to our soul and the way we live so how bout jazz? I would say it the same, jazz is one of kind music which is perform as difference but as globally they are the same.

Now try to listen One of jazz music!

Take a deep breath and sit in a couch where your environment is only the nature, the wind blows, warmth from your fireplace and put jazz as your music, just listen into it and don't mind with the difficulty of the arrangement or harmony or any syncopation, Do not care with whose the singer or what jazz they play, is it a song about love, broken heart or any of it do not care about them JUST LISTEN INTO IT!! what do you feel? CALMNESS??? 

WONDERFUL

So can you describe jazz now? do not define it, all you have to do is flowing with it, sit back and enjoy!! then I would say "JAZZ THE WAY WE LOOKED AT LIFE - COMPLICATED IF WE THINKING OF IT BUT IT IS GOOD IF WE'RE ENJOYING INSIDE THE HARMONY".

What a Super thing

Time and time where people realize that he was being dropped into a cage which created by him self and also trapped in the 'animal thing' that is often heard in every single day of our life.

When human then realizes that he is a creatures with has full consciousness and smart to cage him self or to release him self, intelligent, conscientious?When? or might be man it self had forgotten those two things in life.

Then question by question which appear is also become something that can be forgotten, for the first present day and now live for the future, it's all gone and become something to remember just only one stepped then forget it all.

So where actually we should put our existence?

Animal that exist inside of the human or word that he said in everyday, When we shout or try to made a distraction. People across down the street and almost hit by our car, then might be word "monkey" or other animal will came out from our mouth without we're realizing that we are cursing people.

Did you ever heard about a story where a parent killed their own son and the opposite, or a man rapes a girl then others and others which didn't shown our truly us as a human instead showing an animal behavior which staying under human names. shame!!


Where's the people?

Human as human self was aware of who he really are in every condition and what will going to happen with them but about consciousness, everybody has different answer. An actor who forgot him self will didn't care because he can act as others, is that true? or he just loosing his balance where actually he can put himself as seen on the movie and applied in their life? or even the opposite?! So what wold be the best answer of this? Are they a good pretender so they will win Oscar because he can be pretend as other?.

The perfection of God in creating us in some motion and motor function that held in on our body. What do you say about it? a man loves a woman, women hates men. superior and inferior. Man, women, boys, girls and all kind of thing that happens inside the love or life it self. So what is human on their essence???

Human can only find him self if there are any ignorance or urgency of the situation. man who created boundaries, rule of limitation as individual life and social life. Human are able to create a contemplative space created himself and then beg forgiveness of God.

WHAT A SUPER THING RIGHT?

Finding another you

Yesterday I had a discussion with my old friend about something that is often forgotten but it always made us weak and strength at the same time, as human instinct that indeed we're need something called love, so we're discussed and focused on word "love" seen from our glasses and our self perception, but in fact love is also universal which mean is it not only boundaries on someone love someone but then it spread to someone love to something or even it more wider if we add something inside  "beloved, loving, loved and the love it self".

What made us survive of all this time? is it really love which saving us? but saving from what and why it need to save? is it being life that difficult? or it only our feeling as human which never enough on something so we always trying to fulfill our needs or our will? and so many question that will be appear, one question connected to the other question and it certainly will never end till the world is stopped!.

We're loving our life, that's for sure, why we're loving our life? because by loving our life we'll know our essence or present of our in the middle of life called world or earth and living in the middle of society called a group of human presence. Some people choose to become superior to beat inferiority, some people choose to keep silent and enjoying their life without care to others and other thing that they are choosing a path as their principal of life. so seeing their choice to do their life is it because of love, surely I would answer it yes as perfectly. why? if they didn't love their love I'm sure they wouldn't choose anything and choose to die. 

Then a question appear is why some people choose to kill them self or some people is suffering because of what their love, someone or something that they are in love with but then it become hurt each other because of many factors (materials, feelings etc). Is it because we're hate life as the opposite of we're loving life? I would answer it stupidity!

If we're talking about that maybe it also never end or we can say it too wide to be discuss, so both of us in a limited discussion we gave a boundaries to discuss about "finding another you" in context we're loving someone and we loosing someone. 

In our discussion before we're talking about loving someone, first we must know what love that we gave, and as a base we also have same question "what is love actually?" Both of us agree that love between human is love that appear from two person heart, a man love a woman they are getting married, have children and getting old, perfect! so how about if a man love a woman but before the married they were broke up? Is it fate or surely they are not a mate? I'm sure question is the simple answer of all the reason why a couple could be broke up. We're will not talking about how a couple can be break but how they are after the break. 

Break a relationship or divorce is not good and even it can be bad, physically and mentally and even sometimes it can made someone became traumatic person of getting another relationship. The bad thing of break up in a relationship is if we're still in love to the person that person who has cut down your relation, why they are break up then? also there's too many factors would answer it. but The most question of all of this is "How can we forget a man or a woman that we loved?" Is it true by searching another love can buried the older memory or is it true when we searching something new we're looking and finding the same character and the same type of man or woman that has present in our life to replace the another one? 

My friend said "Finding another you is a truly bull shit!, there's no man or woman who are the same even he or she is twin!! That's the fact", Well I should agree with those statement. why? I shouldn't explain about this one of course, I'm sure everyone knows this thing, but the question is why some people still do this to replace someone who ever present in their life? Is it stupidity? or he/she just don't know? Interesting right?

So what discussion actually about this "finding another you" anyway?

We will not stand in the same river at different time, why because the time is running and the important thing is the water is flowing, even we're standing in the same place, the water will be different! FACT!!!

Need more discussion? Or I called it STUPIDITY? LOL!!

Simfony Semesta Raya (Symphony of The Universe)

Tittle : Simfoni Raya - Kampung Main - Prosesi Simfoni Semesta Raya

Choreographer : Hartati

Dancer : Musikal Laskar Pelangi, Hartati Dancer

Simfony Raya

Simfony Raya is a dance concept that is performed at Grand Launching of Kompas Gramedia TV on September, 10th 2011 at Jakarta Convention Center.

This symphony is a symbol of cultural unity of Indonesia where there is a combination of several traditional dance combined with modern music which arranged by Erwin Gutawa orchestra. There are three stages of this dance which is Simfoni raya then Kampung main in continous session and Prosesi Simfoni Semesta Raya which jumped into main course of this show.

The dancers which involved were teenagers who are the member of Musikal laskar Pelangi and 12 person of Hartati dance on Prosesi Simfoni Semesta Raya.

Simfoni Raya begins with a beautiful dance by a woman in front of a house then continue by a song which sang by one of famous indonesian artist Gita Gutawa and One of Musikal Laskar Pelangi member Kanya. All dancers is displaying theatrically a real condition of the diversity Indonesian society, there are farmer, fisherman, greengrocer which shown hospitality communities are intertwined in an atmosphere that creates warmth and beautiful togetherness.

After the theatrical and the song is about to end the dancers all gather in one formation sang Indonesia, this symbols is remains of one thought of different in one unity.

Kampung Main

After the song was ends, followed by several small kids playing in a games scene, performed a traditional games and dance with theme dancing under the full moon, the back sound played is "Yok poro Konco" one of Javaness children song that tells to play under the full moon with a very cheerful, This scene carried and titled as many villagers kids who play and represent a cheerful condition without burden, a happy smile, joy and excitement that appeared from the children faces during they are play and have fun on the stage.

Simfony Semesta Raya

The main event of this Simfoni raya is Prosesi Simfoni Semesta raya (Symphony of the universe) which performed by 12 of Hartati dancers.

This dance is begun with one dance and continued by other dancer in one rhyme and rhythm as harmonious movement, The presented dance is a combination dance from several Indonesian regions which also as a symbol of cultural diversity and cultural richness of Indonesia, but it can be unity in one stage as a symphony on one stage named Simfony semesta raya (Symphony of the universe). The dance duration is about 4 minutes but there are full of meaning, about cultural differences, language but it still can be united in a beautiful symphony.

Sounds orchestra music performed by Erwin Gutawa orchestra, accompanies every tempo and dance moves then combined in a perfect collaboration between art music and movement which presented in a modern way.

The arts

What you really collect is always yourself

I found this picture on art exhibition, There are numbers of art collectors who came to hunt down the showed art, they are willing to bought the art with not mention any price. Some are logic thing and some are was  beyond our imagination, but is it true that an art actually has a wonderful price? What is actually the benchmark of the art work which determine the fair price of that art?. 

What is art?

According to dictionary art is "The expression or application of human skill and imagination, typically in a visual form such as painting or sculpture, producing work to appreciated primarily for their beauty or emotional power".

It is obvious from the definition above that an art will be appreciated by their beauty or emotional power. The art has own meaning and own perception from someone's who seeing the art work, as an example "what will you describe on Monalisa smile painting?", I would bet that out of every 10 people who saw the painting would describe it differently.

So This is my thought!

Art is an outpouring of of the soul of the artist, the outpouring of the heart is also overflowing expression arising from the mood, atmosphere, even the environment where worked or where he lived. it can be about the artist love, a fact of life, joy, perspective and even thoughts as the selfish of the artist or the humanist side of the artist.

Art is a real life split in two part from what we see everyday that is aimed at commercial art, and art is indeed an expression of the artist regardless of what price will shown or counting the issued capital and the profit gained from the work of art. For an example commercial art is the art design that was intended for sale such as t-shirt design, fashion design, the design which used for advertising and others. Then the art which is intended only as an expression of the soul, a painting for an exact example, many painters who painted only as a venue for  expression for expression of the soul, outpouring of his heart without counting the cost incurred or the possibility of how much profit he will get.

The art which came from heart, a form of emotion which became the standard price or a value of the artwork, an emotion where the painter gave all dedication to the creation of works of heart, it is not uncommon works of abstract painters who at first glance might be just a scratch with no name but the price can be so high and the collectors was hunt it because of the "true art of an expression".

From other source art is define as "The use of skill and imagination in the creation of aesthetic objects, environment or experiences that can be shared with others". What kind of share? by seeing in the gallery? by buying the artwork or just copy from internet? or else? you decide which one is true art and make a value of it.

The principal

My perception on principal :

Balance
Every element in a weight visual has been set by the size, darkness, brightness or how thick from the row. As our eyes could see the balance is a form where the right side element is the same with the left element that's called symmetrical balance. it can be color, value, shape or weight that can be a measurement for balancing it self.
As a human we have a heart, mind, body and soul. If we're want to be harmonious also need a balance where we can't adding more value to one thing between those element. why? let's take an example.
A man loving a girl with his heart and often he loving that much so he forgetting the rest include something that actually he shouldn't do, for the next he become a pretender and willing to give all he got for pursuing love (heart).

This symmetrical balance can be publicity stability where as a human who able to think and choose then he will got wiser and smarter to decide. Asymmetrical is the opposite, it can drawn contrast, moves, shocking etc. This is a two thing different between symmetrical balance of our self and how we look our life.
We need to be balance when we facing our self to make a good control of our self, but it also we need to be asymmetrical balance to know the difference and to learn what is our capacity.

Rhythm 
Rhythm is a repeated pattern which made by many different element. The repetition is always consistent, like in facing life some one who able to consistent with the principal of life then the next future it will become someone who can focusing their life on his own goal. variation (shape changing, measurement and position) and that's all the key of visual rhythm. Placing an element as periodic make it smooth and that's why we called practice makes perfect, the more we know the engine the more we're knowing about it. even it also can caused calmness, and stay on a good moods (not in a rush). Sudden change to measurement or distance between the element can caused more faster and life rhythm more fun.

Suppression
Suppression it also positioning which become the main attention on human relation, The same with our eyes which always seen the position where something stand different or superior. Too much focus point then a loose of goals, Sometimes we're being stupid to get our goals. We're pretend to be superior or sometimes forgetting the way we stand and where we stand. it also not good.

Unity

Unity helping all the element to be one achievement on principal of life, It a form where we are analyzing color, shape, pattern and for then it become one decision. and after this stage was pass it called proportion. 

coffeetime

This should be my birthday, a new ME in beginning and START all over again of my entire life, then I took my empty cup, I filled with a coffee powder and pour it hot water. Is it still be me who drink coffee not more then 200 ml per days? Published not as coffee junkie but the coffee lovers without falling into it.

This should be a happy day for me but I wont get happy because I walked on ticking time 24 hours per day where sometime I got so low and certain time I got so high. So I asked this morning to my mirror and point on it "Who are you?", It answered the same question like I do and it also pointed at me. well then Thanks God I'm still be my self while I'm holding my coffee cup this morning. 

In while I tasted the coffee, the smell was nice and gave me passion to walk along the day ahead. but then I knew the taste was bitter. That bitterness is realizing me of something in life, the life it self and the struggle in it.

I'm wandering why this coffee has many philosophy related in life, too many thing to be understand but it also simple to get walk with it without knowing the meaning of all. Like the coffee taste and smell it can be neutralize all the smell but it also has character which as we know with the bitterness and smell. so I took more gulp of my coffee cup to find out what will happen the next minutes but it can't be categorized as a plan instead it just a dream where I'd put my hope. well I dream about Love, Loving, Loved and the most is LIVE. It won't bring me fly away just fully awake this day to realize who am I this minutes.

This day should be a saddest day for me because I left my last minutes and move forward above the time which I rode. but the same thing happens The coffee taste is made me forgetting the past and being ME inside my self. so once more I asked to my self "What are you?" my self won't answered those stupid question because my self also knowing that I'm a human being! so what's the fact between my past, now and a coffee inside my coffee time? The answer is question for your self and the answer is for me to mix in my coffee...

Entering my lunch time, my eyes won't get compromise. after fighting with the sun and have some battle with my own to get a LIFE without LIVE I'm moving forward until I'm finding the perfect time for my cup to be filled, filled by an own made coffee. my friend asked me "Why need bother to make a coffee by your self? you can buy it at the coffee shop instead you'll get extra service plus the waiter also seems friendly!". 

Hmmm.... for the certain time yes as human we're being serve by other, we paid a maid to serve us or even we got married to have a wife to serve us. so, how bout being single and what you can do is made your own coffee?.

Big question inside of me, soon I realized thing about "LIVE" and human basic instinct which must get a best thing in their life, if not they are complaining!

how about the taste? yes everyone has own taste, some people like a bitter coffee but some people also loving a sweet coffee or in between. 

Taste is about our self and our own life, if you like a bitter coffee or sweet coffee why don't you made your coffee by your self? so you will not complained about the taste?? am I right? or am I left?? 

It also didn't need any explanation to be understand we just ask to our self "what should we do?" instead we got the answer and still ask!

How bout the night coffee? at night we get sleep to get a strength for tomorrow, so why you decide to took a coffee for your drink?. 

well for this question I couldn't answer it it because of "taste" problem of many people, some people hate coffee because it can caused sleepless but for me as normally, I'm drinking coffee not because I want and a needed or even lifestyle!. I learn from it, what the taste? learn how to make a life formula inside my coffee and inspiration for me. Do you believe that? Don't be! It's the matter of our own belief, own answer and own question.

The rain song

Rain is the story of the night, day, morning and the evening. which day come to change or simply a story without name or a story of hope that should come and drown just like the wind carried the story and through time without telling.

Souls who dwell among the stories, watching love or even just as a loyal audience to many stories that may exist in front of the eye. And among us there's so much romance that happens whether it's a form of justice or humanity that eventually became an intrigue that interfere us as human beings.

The rain is also an art of humanity and eyes seeing which created rainbow and clean up the atmosphere become brighter than before. The song which sang inside the morning where we put a hope on it. The words which we can't describe how beautiful it is and how pure it is.

Jamie cullum on his lyrics :

"what a glorious feeling, I'm happy again, I'm laughing at clouds so dark up above, the sun's in my heart and I'm ready for love,

Let the stormy clouds chase, everyone from the place, come on with the rain, I've a smile on my face, I'll walk down the lane with a happy refrain." 

(Singing in the Rain). 

Led Zeppelin on their lyrics :

"These are the seasons of emotion and like the winds they rise and fall, this is the wonder of devotion, I seek the torch we all must hold.

This is the mystery of the quotient, upon us all a little rain must fall...It's just a little rain..."

(The Rain Song)

The Police is their lyrics :

"And if you see us on the corner, we're just dancing in the rain, I tell my friend when I see them outside my window pane, Shadows in the rain"

(Shadows in the rain)

Carl Thomas in his lyrics :

"Summer rain whispers me to sleep and wakes me up again, Sometimes I swear her call my name to wash away the pain, my summer rain.

So go ahead and make it rain, you bring the sunshine back again, so go ahead and make it rain, your tender touches wash away my rain."

( Summer rain)

And so many many lyrics about the rain which symbolize as love and life.

Might be you'll ask why I choose the rain in my subject? well... it's all happen caused a love and the philosophy. don't ask whom it is, it just a thought of someone who loving the rain.