Doesn’t matter with believe inside of me or fate which involved in my life. It is about rationalistic and everything must make sense to my brain and application was sent to my body to walk as long as I could go. So there’s a path that shown in a middle of the rain. when I have something in my memories, childhood, or a whisper of my instinct.
I’m finding the one I’d seen inside my own world. A simple life, who thought me about now in this minutes I stand and walked above the mess I have been doing all this time. I’m waiting you to be me in a way as your heart talked to me in my impossible dream. I won’t change my mind this far after I walked for many hours in my life. I’ve count down my step and it almost thousand feet in a certain condition. I’m growing higher as it seen but also I’m weaker than before. I already down into my kneels before you told me so.
As a normal person I'm doing many thing to be lived at the center of socialism even I'd never wanna be superior to all the cause and everything which been set before, a human plans, a human wrote or even a notes that this live is about superior or inferior.
I'll stand up and brought a thing that I called self conscious to become my self which falling in a social live without being fear to be different. The truth is sometimes we felt that we're different from other, we're thinking that we're special or even uglier than others but I found out that wasn't true, We're commonly people who rock this world as our brain said!.
An architecture for our self, a writer for our own story where the end is set by us or just following the story and guess what will end. Love, life even tragedy we made it for our self. Of course there's a God destiny which direct us to something which we didn't know about it. but it all happens when every man complaining about their life.
What should we do then in the social life? a fear to be our self or a fear that we'll not excepted by others? Horror vacui! we want to be the center of the image, where all the camera is pointing to you! but what's the different with man behind the camera where normally a thought it came from there before it become a scene of life!? another question right?? but don't worry this is not about asking or answering a question, this more about self understanding so the next we know what we are, I hope!
a human, two human in love, three human is make a friend, a hundred human collected become a district then thousand, million was combined at a nation continued and now we're ONE EARTH as human being!
that's the fact, we are never alone.
Fear to be alone in life, fear to be empty
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