Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Talking Shoes


"I was walking along the way never seeing forward or even backward.
I'm following my master wherever he go,
I knew I'm beeing thread.
I walking down as a slave since I was created
and
I'm proud to be like that because I can be loyal to my master,
it is my destiny..
and it is my dream since the creator told me so".

"I give my self to my master and wherever my master took me, I'll sincerely follow him.
On the muddy road a mother told to her son to wear the shoes, Then I'm become protective for them"


"In a time I was embarrassed in front of a shoe polisher, when my master took me,
with a dull face, he made me new, shine and it looks like a good quality of me.
then I'm become the source of the livelihood for him,
I knew the shoe polisher was not cleaning for me to get a good of me,
but for my master so he can looks handsome when he wear on it."


"In my solitude I'm crying proud to be the shoes,
my I was getting older, my master forget about me.
I just putted at the corner and abandon it"


"But I'm as what I am, live along my destiny"


the reflection

I am just a little time
walked on the time that I haven't imagine before
in this time I'm  just a rider without a horse
I am flowing into without drowning
then I just shout on them
and then I wouldn't be able to speak the unspoken

I guess I am nothing
when I see my back on the mirror
or when I am passing through over the future
I just shout as it was

I was hang under the sky where I can't stepped my feet
instead I am forgetting if that time I didn't wear a shoes
I'll bring my path down when it sunrise
a word that spoken when I was awake
but then I am forgetting who I am

Look everything seems so blured
but I am walking into it
love life within the dream as farewel of the time
and I am still shout into it

I am swimming without drowning 
watching the sky from my distance
run with my tied leg
I am growing like a lotus
in silent they bloom
and die in silent

but I am fully awake
for the next tomorrow

Monday, August 15, 2011

Life on Life it Self

A life should be a life it self where we re walking in it since we're have a soul, nine month pre-born and finally breathe the air for the first time. We were cried as we know and as told by our parent. The more loud the baby cry the more happy the parent because it helping the baby to first taking the atmosphere of oxigent to his or her body. That's the fact, we are born and know how to cry a second after a birth.

Second to minutes, hours to days, week to month and finally year by year we go along as a creature called human. Walking by our two feet making a huge step of this world, his or her own world. Comunicate one another, they speak, using their hands, body languages and words, spoken or unspoken. 

A philoshophers born then think the existence. Mind was taking control and all in this world could he analize from where, from whom and since when. Time is hasn't stop yet it still moving forward, never going fast or slower as we want, "to know our self we must know who are our parents, where we born and when we born, it showing the existence" a philosopher said. But if someone doesn't know her or his birthday is it also means we are not knowing our self?. The philosophers also could answered that question instead asking "when you're born, are you knowing your self without parent?". stupid question I guess, indeed we're born from a mother and a father and it still can be explained by logic but then if we're stepping bacward to saw the process goes, where we will ended? a philosopher will describe it as a theory of existence about this but we are sure and believe that this world is started from God as the architect and as the creator of this world including us who lived under God's control, like an actor who playing the drama and it hasn't end even soketikes some body will die first and we will never able to meet them anymore. 

A musician said "life is a music, where if we are sad than a sad music was played also the opposite, there are love,  wisdom, life vision or even something that we  can't predict it".

An artist described "life is color, where love could be pink color, madness will be represent on red color and it all painted in a black space where we haven't know the end".

A monk called "life is self reflection, no matter where you belong and where you are standing. you just a piece of a soul which covered by meat and skin and what we should do is reflect our self as a form of grateful that we are breathing and has a process called life cycle and finally end on consciousness taht we are God's creature".

And there are many many perception which we could afford to collect it one by one but then there's an assume "Life is we are who lived on our body, thinking with our brain, loving with our heart and watching everybody's life in front of our eyes". Another perception of course.

A baby born on who's will? 

Do not try answering that question , you will drawn into it. Who we are, what are we and what we do? what responsibility? what is our right? and many others question. it doesn't stop right? That the fact that human will be never satified with one answer, specially someone's word, he will look for him self a d describe what life is.

Love which made us stand, within the love we found our existence in belief of God, The one's and The migthy. Love also teach us in human relation, we are making friend, we are in love with a girl, we are smiling at her then a chemistry inside our body is react, we are falling in love. In this step you will not asking about who you are and from where you are.  Because of love also we're getting mad, lost control and even made your self as a robot who following your heart will.

So which one is stupid? about life it self or about our self who trying to describe what life is???

I WILL PUT A BIG MARK ON THIS!!!!

Friday, August 12, 2011

a Coffee doesn't talk

Mike took an empty cup from his kitchen, he was thinking to make a coffee. actually from his routines sometime he choose to buy a coffee at the coffee shop where he can enjoy coffee without bother his activity and he also could get a better service from the pretty waiitress, even more.. he can order his favourite cheese cake there with all the philosophy inside. "life is about enjoying jazz, coffee and cheese cake!" Mike said to his empty cup. 

Mike spent many time for searching something that he also didn't know exactly, he only know that love is inside of it, and he won't stop even any circumtances could be different like it was happen to him, Nicole..the girl that he loved is dump him away and worse Nicole is hate him now because Nicole's thought that Mike was interfere her life and her love life, Nicole couldn't forgot her former love and she  choose to silent.

"coffee won't hate
 coffee won't love
 coffee won't make a judgement
 coffee won't play a trick
 coffee won't lie
 and
 coffee only knows how to loved
 coffee only know how to hated
 without being complain"

Then Mike filled his empty cup with coffee powder that he got from his friend. He poured enough hot water and mixed it. Mike didn't know why that time he felt very freshed and also the coffee that he made was a very good taste, not sweet..bitter of course  but he felt that is the price of a coffee which made by own hand, 'a love' he think! Then he talking to him self while taking a gulp of that coffee.

"you're set your own price with made a coffee by your self"
"why?"
"you won't be able to complaining anything bout the taste,
 if, you wanna sweet thing. you can add sugar on it,
 but if you're like coffee the way it was. you can only find a better quality coffee"
"so, did you mean by made your own coffee it's like choosing an option of your life?"
"correct!"
"so how about hot water? is it now a coffee could serve with cold or mixed with others like milk, etc?"
"that's the way of life,
 we learn from it no matter what taste will be appear,
 coffee always be honest with it taste!
 Hot water, is a moment when you're standing now,
 it doesn't matter how is the past brought you in
 it doesn't matter how will the future will make you happy or disappointed.
 it should serve when it's hot! that's the philosophy!"


Mike hasn't finished with his coffee then he put the cup down to see the sun light above the sky. He was thinking that how wonderful this life is, everything is already provide by nature including the feeling of love, the way it love and the way to be loved.
The paper which he always took it now it's not empty anymore, he opened page by page then he was realizing something about a note where he also didn't remember where he wrote those.


"I am always complain to the books, pens, listened to a story and another story, ideas and view.
moment of deposition and a moment for silence is the right moment, no longer in the frame of understanding life
we're busy with love and conscious for a moment, then called those love to be destroyed just like it never came,
Take the distance and let the serenity into the body and soul
and that's the answer to the meaning of empty painting of life and paused,
Human is emptiness, busyness of life and love is only fraction of the routines within the broad spirit,
What happen to us is we couldn't be able separate the space to talk and silence"

"When you're ordering a coffee in that coffee shop you're waiting,
and when it came you not drink it soon because it's hot
when it shout COGITO ERGO SUM! you are silent"


"You're thinking,
I'm thinking therefore I am
but then....
Your heart said find it in a coffee
look for him where you be asking and when you're dense with coffee you'll find the answer!"





Thursday, August 11, 2011

The Brain is not a good thinker

This amazing life. We do not need to be explained about this life which is something that we are able to describe. What we need is breathe and take the air as much as we can and about thought? what we should think? should we put a biq question marks as it should or should we just stand up at the back yard and watching this life will be grow up bigger and bigger. then? dead.

A social live as humans and humans, and life and lives. running  to catch a meeting to another meeting or sweaty as a rain drop struggling within time to get materialistic thing called money. Being superior one and another, everybody want to make a different in mode, in thought and the way of life. One people filling on it's own position, all complementary others.

"When you woke up in the morning what will you do to starting the day?"
"I took a mirror then I'll put it in front of me!"
"Why?"
"So, I will recognize my self after sleeping for hours"
"But it always be the same right?"
"Yes it is"
"So what is the purpose you're doing that every day?"
"So I'll be thankful to God that when I was awake, there's no less on me,
 I still have two eyes, one mouth to speak, two arm, two leg.
 And the important thing is I am alive!"
"That the stupid thing I ever heard, dude!!"
"We're not God, only a human being who need to learn every times"
"So, It a stupid thing everyday you're doing the same thing"
"Actually it not the same"
"What make the different?"
"We're one day older than yesterday!"
"..........................................."

There's no perfect thing, the perfectness is only on God. but we're as human only doing the best thing we can do, but if people doing the best they can do why there's a war, different, chaos, un-discipline and everything happen so bad. Our thought and our action is influence to one an another, This is the small thing but also this small thing can become a huge thing as a started of world change.

Can you Imagine if every people in this state is thought to be discipline and has a thought of something better and positive? Then I'll make sure if this state will be a great state. People are respect each others as they respect them self. People are not throwing garbage in every place, drivers respect each others. Some thinkers talked about the war, they say "The war which make a progress". Is it true? Is it the progress is caused by the war and any difference? well I DON'T BELIEVE THAT!. The progress or any setback is caused by our own thought!. we're creating a mission as the stair where we put on the dream which has already on the sky.

"I think therefore I am"
"Why you should think that hard if everybody only think a little?"
"I am not thinking hard, just a little step I made is thinking for my self"
"What thinking is that?"
"I'm thinking about how I'm becoming my self at this moment"
"....................................."




"I have enough thinking, it cause my head dizzy and my life progress was setback!"
"Why do you think a lot?"
"because I want to make a different"
"And Suffering your self?"
"If necessary"
"STUPID!"